Puisi Buat Adikku

Dedikasi buat adik tercinta: ~Siti Nur Amira Syahira~

Kita punya ayah yang sama

Kita dari ibu yang sama

Tapi kita nyata berbeza

Aku mahu menitipkan pesan buatmu

Jangan kau terleka 

Kamu masih muda dan remaja

Masih mentah dalam mengukir hala tuju hidup

Belum punya banyak pengalaman dengan dunia luar

Masih tak mengerti apa-apa
Jadi tolong jangan hancurkan dirimu
Tolong jangan biarkan masa depanmu punah

Kamu satu-satunya saudara seayah seibu
Kamu satu-satunya saudara sedarah sedaging denganku
Jadi kamu harus bantu aku
Padaku sudah ada satu tanggungjawab
Yang hanya menunggu masa untuk jatuh ke bahu
Jadi tolong aku
Jangan tambah lagi beban itu
Kamu sudah boleh fikir mana yang baik mana yang buruk

Aku mahu kamu lekas sedar
Kita hidup hanya menumpang kasih orang
Kita tak pernah ingat bagaimana rasa dibelai ayah ibu
Jadi aku mahu kamu menghargai
Selagi masih ada yang mahu membantu
Kerana mereka tak akan selamanya sudi memberi
Suatu masa nanti kita akan sendiri

Aku tak  meminta lebih dari kamu
Tapi cukup andai kau mengerti
Dan mahu mengubah diri
Kalaupun kamu tak mahu melakukan untuk diriku
Buatlah untuk kebaikan dirimu sendiri
Aku sudah cukup berpuas hati.

Responsibility & Opportunity

If you have to choose between responsibility and opportunity, which one would you prefer? The option to choose is always put us in dilemma. Which one should we choose? Which one is the best? What is the implication if I choose this one? Those some of the question that might pop out from our head when we come to choosing something.

First of all, before making decision to choose, we have to list down all the possible positive and negative effect for that particular items and we have to make the best decision rationally base on our evaluation regardless what we feel at that time.

Here I want to share about my feeling, the uneasiness feeling when I have to choose between these two things and I have make a decision to choose the responsibility even it is smaller than opportunity.

Why I choose the responsibility? These are some of the answer:

1-Responsibility comes first

2- I don't want to be a munafiqun because if we already given a responsibility meaning that we have been given the trustworthy, and one of the sign of munafiqun is breaking the trust.

3- I have to look at the priority, responsibility is about team and opportunity is about me and myself. The interest of team is more important rather than my interest

4- To keep the trust of other people on me. If I lost it, it will be hard to get it back next time and many more that I could not mention here.

Some people might say that opportunity only come once, but for me in this situation there are many opportunity like that will come but they are just not exactly the same. If Allah will, next time this opportunity will comes again. I believe that there must be a hikmah why Allah guide me to choose the responsibility even though it really hard to make a decision which is the opportunity is more fascinate than responsibility. We have to be grateful to Allah on whatever He gave to us because He promised in Quran al-Karim,meaning,  "if you become a grateful person, I will add more".I'm speaking base on the situation that I have to face, it might be different in other situation for other people. Sometime we have to carry the responsibility and grab an opportunity in the same time, sometime we have to grab an opportunity and give up responsibility.

Moral of the story, what ever decision that we are going to make:
1- The flexibility to adapt with the situation
2- The consequences & sequences must be observed.
3- Choose the best decision
4- The sincerity in making decision
5- Willing to face the risk
6- Never be regret
7- Give all of our hope to Allah

Wallahualam~